Just saw this from Leonard Sweet.

“Even Christians are so much better at wearing crosses than bearing crosses.“

How true. How painfully true.

How can we encourage each other to live lives that are cross bearing instead of cross wearing?

Here’s a little recap of what went down this weekend in my world.

Worship Set:

• Beautiful One
• Friend of God
• What a Friend We Have in Jesus
• Communion
• Forevermore

Random thoughts:

• It was my first Sunday in a new place so that was a little nerve wracking, but God was faithful. Kept the worship set simple and singable.
• No drummer for 2 of 3 services. I would’ve normally been a little bugged by this, but everything felt like the glass was half full for me. The band reacted well and I think we were still able to carry enough energy.
• Great response from the congregation after the services. Seems like everyone is ready to jump into what God wants to do next in worship here at Grace.
• I’m definitely a bit of a switch from the norm, but the worship team (band/vocals/AV) all reacted well even when I went off the script.
• I really enjoyed getting to lead the people of Grace in worshiping our great God together. (we even had a few clappers in the 11 service)

I think God has brought me to a “weighty” and “challenging” season, but I’m looking forward to tackling this season with my new church family and seeing us become who it is He is calling us to be!

So I’m up late tonight. Praying about this new leg of my journey. Praying for the people God has called me to serve and lead. Listening to some worship music and reading some Psalms.

Just trying to wrap my mind around all He is doing in this new season. I think the weight of this new assignment is hitting me tonight. (ok. it’s actually morning)

One thing I know. I’m not doing this alone. Someone gave my Mom Proverbs 4:12 which talks about wisdom guiding us in unhindered steps.

This is not the time for me to try and do things on my own. I am determined to be obedient to Him and accomplish His vision in the new year.

The only way I can do that is by getting Adam out of the way and trusting “Him who has begun a good work” to finish it.

So, as you think about the be year, what big things has He placed in your heart that you can’t do without Him? Let’s dream together.

So. I’m moving my family in 5 days to a new state. A new city. A new church.

It’s always an adventure when we start something new together. This will be Mercy and Judah’s first real shot at trying it out. They are 5 and 7 and this is the first move we’ve made that has hit them. They’ve been real troopers and have been looking for the positive almost all the time. That’s not to say it’s been easy. When their peers prayed for them in kid’s church:

There were tears shed. By all of us.

One thing I love about transition with Misty and my family is that it pulls us tighter together. It’s almost like we know we need to lock it up tight. Knowing that we’ve been blessed with each other is an amazing feeling and I’m never more aware of how blessed I am then in these times of transition or difficulty.

Our friends have gone beyond any of my expectations to show us how much they love us and Misty has been working like mad to get us ready. She is the rock in my world. I don’t tell her I love her enough.

As we’ve traveled across NC (which is where we’re moving back to) the anticipation and anxiety of the move has grown. The reality is settling in.

I’ll be leading a whole new set of people in worship next Sunday. They’ve never seen me lead before. The thoughts are racing through my head.

What if they don’t like me?
I can’t wait to grow with them and watch them grow.
I’m pumped about where God is going to take us.
I am stoked about the team I’m going to be leading with.
Is Judah’s school going to be as great as we think it is?
Will Mercy and Judah find new friends easily?

In short (or not really short) life is just that side of crazy right now. We’d appreciate your prayers and, if you’re in the Raleigh area, hit us up when we move down. We’re trusting God for great friendships there!

I know this post is a little less efficient and pretty than some of my others, but one of my friends asked me to keep this blog a little more “real” this year. We’ll see how that pans out.

btw…I’ll be leading worship here in the new year. Drop by if you’re around.

I hate it when God throws the gauntlet down on me. I was reading Jesus’ words this morning on the work of the Holy Spirit and came across this challenging passage.

“Oh, there is so much more I want to tell you, but you can’t bear it now. When the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you into all truth. He will not be presenting His own ideas; He will be telling you what He has heard. He will tell you about the future.” (John 16:12 & 13 NLT)

So, here’s the BIG challenge for me out of that. If I’m truly being led by the Spirit then should I “not be presenting my ideas” but “telling what I’ve heard”? Should I hide myself in prayer until I have clarity about the “future” God has for those He’s called me to lead and walk beside?

What a challenge and a call to prayer. How do you play out the call to lead with clarity? How do you “not present your own ideas” and present “what you’ve heard”?

Consider the gauntlet thrown.